biscuits will save the day!

24 October 2006 @ 05:08 am

swallow this down

i love you..for who you are..unconditionally so,
and i dont even know you.

but that wont change me.

few things will, definitely not this.

life is a warm breath in an ice storm

love is the ice storm and the breath

this you should take your time and digest:

they're all lying to you about beauty, perfection &
"truth"

but with a face like that and a swollen sense of....
currency, who's got the will to think?

not me.

not you.

try this on for size...

they hate you..for who you are..unconditionally so,
and they dont even know you.

Current Music: regina spektor - apres moi

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23 October 2006 @ 04:20 am

.yellow.

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23 October 2006 @ 03:56 am

decisions decisions

i've decided that a way to utilize my livejournal space and not completely abandon it for myspace is to use it to post random photos at random assed times so from today foward...this livejournal will be like a jacked up photography mess....if you dont want my crap clogging your friends page take me off...i'll cry. but live. be well.

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31 July 2006 @ 07:20 pm

i felt the need to post the entire song...

Ben Folds - Trusted

It's funny I know

But I'm disappointed in you

I thought you could read my mind

But I came home early

And saw that a drawer'd been opened

Looks like you've been reading my diary instead

How does it feel to realize

You're all alone behind your eyes?

It seems to me if you can't trust

You can't be trusted

Caught in a dream

Picking up astral signals

Some of them psychic, you better watch what you think

Happens to be that everybody else's dreams are Freudian clues

You better watch what you dream

You wanna see the other side

What's going on behind the eyes

Still it seems if you can't trust

You can't be trusted

Didn't you know we're as close as we can be?

The sun's coming up

She's pulled all the blankets over

Curled in a ball

Like she's hiding from me and

That's when I know

She's gonna be pi**ed when she wakes up

For terrible things I did to her in her dreams

You wanna see the other side

What's going on behind the eyes

Still it seems if you can't trust

You can't be trusted

Didn't you know we're as close as we can be?

Hello.

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30 July 2006 @ 10:11 pm

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Still it seems if you can't trust
You can't be trusted

Current Music: ben folds-trusted

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26 July 2006 @ 12:46 am

whothefuckknowsanymore.

so wow, if only you knew.

if only you knew.

that things are falling apart. more children and family members are dying.

you dont care. you wont pay attention.

i wish it would make it different, not just change it.

i wish i could die and it would all go away. then wake up happy in the morning.

of all the things i've lost...i can still loose more, perhaps that's the point?

of all the things i've lost...all the things i've got.

in your satchel. in your purse.

watch the nurse. watch your satchel.

keep the drugs. watch your head.

blot the blood. watch your mouth.

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23 July 2006 @ 10:15 am

penso che muoia.

so...i wonder often times, if it matters that i'm here....and why.

a waste of space and such...a waste of time...

no progress...nothing to be held....

whatever....brain junk...

Current Music: catlow - kiss the world

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16 July 2006 @ 01:05 pm

she would be nice

to finish a sentence.

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12 July 2006 @ 10:52 am

for the record.

if you ever lay a hand on her. i will make your life miserable.

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25 June 2006 @ 08:06 am

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of all the things you say...

all the things you do...

not a bit of it wreaks of love...not one bit.

a breath of trust

and here i am all the while

and there you sit.

while slithers of time whispers us by

silence befriends you...

loneliness my trade

i give to you pride.....

i share with you pleasure.

subjected...

swirthly

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04 June 2006 @ 08:24 am

'...i'm trying to put this thing to bed...'

i feel i'm falling numb
to life's trials and stumbles.

with no hope.
no smiles.
no laughter.
on my side.

i've run thin and nearly out of grace.

but really it's now or never.
and you havent got a clue
if ever we've tried.

it is. now.

not once but twice.
never. never. right.

'ribbons of steel
up in arms
restless days
steal. life. dream.'

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18 May 2006 @ 08:04 am

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... & he holds the door while she gets the baby...

...he holds the door while she gets t

he baby...

...he holds the door

while she gets the baby...

...he holds the door while she g

ets the baby...

. ..he holds t

he door while she gets the baby...

.. .he holds the doo r while sh e ge ts the baby...

...he holds r while she gets th e baby...

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18 May 2006 @ 03:12 am

fuck you all, kiss my ass and fucking die.

i think i officially hate my life. today i :

*extended my stay here in rome by another day.

*told my little sister i'm gay

*dealt with my mother.

*and turned on my computer..fresh from the 'shop' to find none of my music...none of my programs...nothing...and still my dvd writer/ cd writer drive DOES NOT work.

i'm dying a little inside...i'm so fucking stressed over bullshit it's unbelievable.

fuck you all, kiss my ass and fucking die.

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16 May 2006 @ 07:14 am

i hate my life a little right now

but i love you so much it hurts..

so fucking weird.

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11 May 2006 @ 11:56 pm

.....damned down

i miss my brother sometimes....
i wish he was here now...

in my rosetinted sight
i'm sure he would understand...

i miss who my father could've been.
and who he could've been for me and himself..

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10 May 2006 @ 10:18 pm

wow

it's quite amazing to me that my mother thinks that i'm being foolish by moving..again. i think it's mainly b/c i wont be handy or at easy grip... when on the other side of reaction...my little sister tells me that she understands...and isnt upset at all...wow, right. wow.

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